the red and blue of me

After a full day of work and family stuff, I come home to gift wrapping and... another two- three chapters of Six Feet Under. Nothing can top this!

I can’t believe it. Christmas is only three days away!!! Woohooo!!! I love this season. I enjoy buying gifts and LOVE wrapping them!! Although I went overboard this year since I splurged on gifts for MYSELF!!! Hehehehe.

I stayed up late last night watching season four of Six Feet Under – one of gifts I bought for myself. Since I don’t have HBO anymore I completely missed the entire fourth (and last season) and so far, the first three chapters were GREAT!! I forget how much I love this show. I was so pleased that I had to call my brother to share my joy which only he can understand – he’s a big fan too!

Current thoughts on relationships:
• No two relationships are the same. As each person you meet is unique, each relationship you have is unique. As much as we would like to compare past relationships with the current (what coulda, woulda, shoulda happened?), I think it is not only useless but also unfair. For we, ourselves, our environment and the person we are in relations with are never really the same.

I am really telling this to myself since comparing relationships used to be my favorite past time. I stopped after figuring out that it’s a waste of time. I was a different person when I was 16, 19, 21 and 25.

• How much would you change for a relationship to work? I guess the answer to this question would depend on how important the relationship is to you.

Other thoughts:
I was recently tagged as a stubborn person. Granted I was born under the fixed Air sign, aquarius - which is the most rebellious, creative and intellectual sign in world of astrology - I was still a bit surprised that one would actually refer to me as stubborn. Hmmm… Thinking about it now, I think I understand why some people would think of me that way. You see, I am only persuaded to change opinions by people I trust and respect. I listen to people’s thoughts, arguments, opinions and keep an open mind. But if I don’t trust and respect them, my opinions will most likely stay the same and they will start thinking of me as stubborn. Eureka!