the red and blue of me

new place, new state, new life. everything around me is new. all of my old routines are gone. i wonder if this new life will change me completely. i know i am going through a hell of a process adjusting to new people and new living situation. it seems as though i have to re-adjust my old way of thinking. i do notice that i get irritated quicker -differences in age, culture, values, morals, etc. clash. its painful, but i'm a sucker for pain and i know that this is for the better in the end. and besides, anything that is worth something usually doesn't come without hard work or some amount of pain .. to me at least.

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since i haven't posted in a while i am writing another post.
title: change

some people wait for things to happen, wait for things to change and they are completely satisfied. for some reason, i think i bring changes to my life. i think of things that i want changed and i change them. some changes are small and easy and others are huge and painful. yes, change is painful. i don't know if its a good thing or a bad thing; i just know that it works for me. maybe its because i don't like to hear myself complain about anything that i have control over so i initiate changes to stop hearing myself from complaining... hmmm..

i still like james blunt... :)