the red and blue of me

holy guacamole! i haven't posted in ages! i've been busy with the new house, new bf, new bed, new couch, new dining table that i haven't had the time to sit down and write some of my random thoughts. hmmm... if everything around you is new, do you in a way become a new person? i know for sure that my new house and my new bf have influenced a big change in my life. i'm not a completely new person, but i have definitely changed. i now feel like my thoughts are not trapped in a small size apartment living. they have expanded to fill a 2138 sq ft footprint. interesting, eh? i still don't know how to cook, but i have learned lots of new household stuff. oh and my new bf has influenced me to be more laid back. don't get me wrong, i am still uptight.. but not as uptight as i used to.