the red and blue of me

Have you ever wanted something so badly that you were willing to do just about anything to get it? I want to feel that. I want to know what it feels like to be really passionate about something or someone and completely surrender myself – body, soul and mind – to it. I feel like for the longest time I have been comfortably staying at my comfort zones – work, relationships, etc that I really don’t challenge myself enough or give myself a stronger push. I know how to do a lot of things but I really wouldn’t consider myself an expert on any one thing (based on my definition of expertise). I feel like if I focus on just one thing, I can be really good at it. I need some sleep. I am not making much sense.

TGIF!!!