the red and blue of me

It's 2:37 and I am still home and haven't done anything. I guess I did need some rest.

Have you ever felt such happiness that it makes you feel so light you think you're flying?
I feel completely alive again. I have no worries, doubts nor fears. I am living and loving everything around me, every person I meet and every event that happens in my life. Life is beautiful.
I'm not afraid anymore. I'm not afraid to try, to fail, to live. I have put myself out there, made myself vulnerable just to feel it all once again. I'm free.

Excerpt from an email I had sent...
..That Sunday night when we had that talk, I fell in love with you all over again. I felt like all the love I was keeping inside me was just waiting for your return. It was all meant for you. As I listened to you, I knew that you were the "one" for me. I was happy. I was happy to know that I love you and you were there right in front of me. All I could think of and hope for was for you to be happy too. If you had told me that you were happy with your gf and would want to marry her, I would be fine with it. Knowing that you are happy would make me happy.
Loving someone..loving you.. made me feel alive again and that was more than I could ask for....



Love is patient, Love is kind,
It does not envy, it does not boast,
It is not proud, It is not rude,
It is not self-seeking,
It is not easily angered,
It keeps no record of wrongs.

Love does not delight in evil,
but rejoices with the truth.

Love always protects, always trusts,
always hopes, always perseveres.

Love bears all things, believes all things,
hopes all things, endures all things.

Love never ends.

L o v e N e v e r F a i l s.

Corinthians 13 : 4 - 8