the red and blue of me

not quite sure what to write. i just know i had to type .. something... anything.
well, i have been thinking of everything. i also have been watching LOTS of Sex and the City. funny since i used to hate it and now i can't get enough of it. hmm... kindof like anything else i used to love then hate then love.. love and hate - i think they're one and the same.
sometimes i love being single and sometimes i hate being single. sometimes i love my job and most of the time i hate my job. i think you have to at one point hate something to love it or the other way around. like this guy that i used to really like and now i despise but still like. ayayaya. hmmm.. should i start dating again? maybe i will. my only problem is that most guys i find interesting are not available and i just ignore the guys who find me interesting . maybe i enjoy the challenge or maybe i'm just not ready or maybe i'm thinking too much or blah blah blah.

gotta get back to watching this stupid show and get some much needed rest.

btw, i had a REALLY good workout today!!