a pretty honest blog

It's almost June. I cannot believe I haven't blogged since November of 2008. I am not sure why. As usual, I have lots of thoughts/ideas on my mind. I wish I were a writer so I could find a way to write all of my thoughts down. But I'm a techie and a singer so I cannot write. I am going to try to write about what's currently on my mind though..

-my blog
yes, i have changed my blog's template once again. i like this new one. i like the font and color. i think i may have used this sometime long long ago. i also added a video bar at the bottom which only plays videos by matchbox twenty!


-liars
why do people lie? yeah, i know everybody lies. but there are some people who lie so much that they don't even know they are lying. they lie about big things and small things. they lie about people in their lives, their past, their opinions, ideas, etc. i sometimes think that they lie to remove themselves from their own self, to hide from the truth and create a made up world. they are too weak and cannot face reality so they lie. it's pretty sad.


-marriage
married life has been tough. i'm not going to lie about that. it is very tough. i sometimes feel like i am being pushed out of my embryo, my comfort zone, my happy place and being released in to this world of the unknown. i have never been married before so every moment of every day is part of the learning curve for me. it's challenging to be "as one" with somebody who is your complete opposite. every day is full of surprises and new events.

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