the red and blue of me

I’m at the airport waiting to board. My plane doesn’t leave until 1:53pm. I attended Geo and Ladie’s wedding last Saturday. While everyone said it was one of the most sincere weddings they’ve seen, I feel like its just one of your ordinary weddings. Don't get me wrong. The wedding itself was awesome! The location and food were great and I had a really good time. But I didn't sense anything extraordinary. What the heck is wrong with me? It's as though I have lost a part of my brain that helped me feel anything more than the ordinary high's and low's. I don’t even feel bad about spending money anymore. I also don’t stress out at work. Honestly, work is starting to lose its lustre. I create things that are not important. Well, people make them look like they are important to basically make themselves look important. Because deep inside they know that what they do is nothing but crapolla. I feel like that guy in the movie Office Space. Well, its time to board. Hopefully the weather in Chicago is fine.