relationships and all that crap
Friday, April 08, 2005 by Angel
[my mother is starting to piss me off again. it never fails. everytime we communicate we always argue. but i love her just the same. i have learned to accept our differences and that we will never see eye to eye. ]
family
there are some people i know who are closer to their friends than their families. they value their relationships with friends more than with their own blood. i can understand that. just because we are related to someone does not mean that we need to like them. "Family isnt always what youre born with— sometimes its the people you find, sometimes its the people who find you."
i, on the other hand, love my family. though there were times when i wished for all kinds of things other than what i had, i still am proud to be part of my messed up familia. hey, i wouldn't be who i am now if not for the craziness i had to survive growing up.
friends
i have a hard time making new friends. sometimes i think its because i don't have time for friends or that i am very selective. other times i think its because i can't trust people easily. but in reality, its really because i don't need new friends. i am ok with the handful of real friends that i have.
family
there are some people i know who are closer to their friends than their families. they value their relationships with friends more than with their own blood. i can understand that. just because we are related to someone does not mean that we need to like them. "Family isnt always what youre born with— sometimes its the people you find, sometimes its the people who find you."
i, on the other hand, love my family. though there were times when i wished for all kinds of things other than what i had, i still am proud to be part of my messed up familia. hey, i wouldn't be who i am now if not for the craziness i had to survive growing up.
friends
i have a hard time making new friends. sometimes i think its because i don't have time for friends or that i am very selective. other times i think its because i can't trust people easily. but in reality, its really because i don't need new friends. i am ok with the handful of real friends that i have.

